Sacramento, Ca. Jan. 4.2016
Today began with light rain and peace and both are looking like they are here to stay.
. I managed to sleep the entire night, an occurrence that happens maybe once per year so I’m sort of sad it came and went so early on. I also have the house to myself as I am the only societal weirdo without a job or class to attend. Maybe those black-eyed peas are truly offering me the good luck.
I want to make it a point this year to take the advice of my Fairy Godmother. I usually end up succumbing to the cynical rival voice in my head that talks me out of everything I do. Giving in only makes the voice stronger as my belief in it deepens.
I aim to evolve into sharing all aspects of my journey, my art, my thoughts. My personalities because I HAS several.
While I want to contribute something everyday, I don’t want to contribute only quick scrawls in the diary. I want to push myself to take photos everyday again , and to share at least one somewhere.
Doing my thing despite the nagging clears my mental block, and while sharing my photos once made me cringe at how dark I could be, the best thing we can do sometimes is walk into a crowded room stark naked.
I’m one of those people who works so she can create. I often lose sight of that; but when I finally do splurge on something, it’s undeniably clear where my heart is.
Shit ain’t cheap.